Its Painful...

Its very painful... Very very painful...
i tried my best, with all my heart to ignore it..
But i'm still hit by the painful truth...
I should've realised it long time ago..
But i simply ignored the signs...
N now, wat do i get in return??

PAIN!!! N MORE PAIN!!!

I'M A SILLY FOOL!!!

I ALLOWED MYSELF TO BE IN TIS PAINFUL POSITION..

I DON;T KNOW WAT TO DO ABT IT..

I CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT..

I'M CRACKING UP..

DEAR FRENS, SHOULD'VE LISTENED TO UR ADVICES..
LOOK WAT I;VE GOTTEN INTO..
ITS A MESS..
A TOTAL MESS..

N I ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BLAME..

I HOPE I;M STRONG FOR THE CHALLENGES AHEAD...
INSYA-ALLAH..